Vulko Donev
The Wolf in me
Crying at Dawn
All that i am
Broken Memories
Feeling of Love
Away from Reality
Lyrics
Gallery
Borrowed Life
Please Remember
Dark Poem
Winter of my soul
Stinky Life
Sanctuary for broken hearts
Vulko Donev

About me

Hello, my name is Vulko Donev.
I am a poet, composer, and songwriter.
I sing in the death metal style,
and I also play the drums.
I hold a Master's degree in psychology.

I have a vinyl record of my album
"All That I Am"
that I have created so far.
I have had the opportunity to perform
with Ken Hensley from Uriah Heep on three occasions.
I have also collaborated with various artists,
including Simeon Germanov (known as Grandpa Moni),
Misha Iliev, Evgeni Jeliazkov, Phil Jackson, and many others.
Additionally, I have created several covers of songs
by Amon Amarth, which they liked.
We met after their concert in Sofia,
and our conversation was very inspiring for me.

Apart from music, I am also fascinated by
Norse mythology and the Finnish language.
I have a deep love for nature, animals
and cats in particular.

Wolf Sign

Conquer And Divide

On the battlefield of
Love and war, it does
Not matter whether you
Win or fall.



Conquer and divide, the
Way of life, in the end
None of us will survive.

28 December 2022

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Rememberance

Rememberance

In my mind I still see your face
Feel the warmth of your body
Caress the beauty of your grace.



When darkness falls upon the world
We will be together, in night`s
Eternal embrace.

26 November 2022

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The Mess They Left Behind

The Mess They Left Behind

Going to a destination unknown
On a one-way train with ticket price
All the thoughts and dreams
You have ever worn.



Leaving without a care for
The Mess They Left Behind
This broken world for someone
Else to find.

4 November 2022

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Fragments

Fragments

Nobody knows what tomorrow
May bring
Winter, summer, autumn
Or the newborn joy of spring.



We are only fragments
Of broken hopes and dreams
Drifting in an endless sea
Awaiting a tide
That will never come
Eternal starless night
Has begun.

30 March 2022

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So Far Away

So Far Away

Let me take you to a place
So far away
Where no sadness can
Ever stay.



Sun is shining and the
Morning dew is warm
In a world with no cold
And thunderstorms.

17 November 2021

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Winter Of The Soul

Winter Of The Soul

Spring has been long
Gone away, summer have
Grown too tired to stay
Autumn wondered why she
Still delayed?



In the Winter Of
The Soul where there
Is no tomorrow
Go and leave me to
My sorrow.

30 October 2021

Lost Childhood

Lost Childhood

There once were two kids
Walking in a lavender field
Holding each other`s hands
Pain and despair were unknown
To those lands.



Talking and thinking of places
They`ve been, things they had
Seen, in the Lost Childhood of
Dreams.

10 September 2021

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Cold World

Cold World

This world have grown cold
Its story`s been told
Your eyes feel like rain
Over and over again.



Sometimes you smile
But only for a awhile
Before the pain
Takes you in vain.

You are afraid of
What you have made
Your heart`s come undone
Nothingness you have become.

6 September 2021

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They Still Live On

They Still Live On

Dedicated to Native American Indians

They still live on
Beyond the great plains of
Time, wondering what in the
World have gone so wrong and
Why?



Enduring forever like their
Ancestors once did, before
Those who think they are right
Turn their hopes and dreams
Into mist.

21 July 2021

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Beautiful Darkness

Beautiful Darkness

There isn`t light that
Shines so bright, without
The darkness of night.



Darkness is a place
Where all dreams are born
Memories and thoughts
Before being torn.

6 June 2021

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Thunderstorms Of Life

Thunderstorms Of Life

I have seen the meaning
Of love, the loneliness, the
Pain, the loss.



As time passes by
You understand who
Feels the tears rolling
Down your eyes.

Everyone wants to stay warm
In the light of the sun
But there is no one to be
Found, when the Thunderstorms
Of Life have begun.

21 May 2021

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Endless Sorrow

Endless Sorrow

There is an endless sorrow in you
Sorrow in me
Of all the thoughts and dreams
Never meant to be.



Living inside us day after day
Tearing us apart
It will never go away.

6 January 2021

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Different Time, Different Place

Different Time, Different Place

Somewhere far away
No one knows exactly
Where, beyond the brim
Of the stars, I will find
You wherever you are.



In a Different Time,
Different Place
Our souls will find
Eternal rest.

16 December 2020

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Borderlines Of Reality

Borderlines Of Reality

Who is to say what is real
And what is fantasy?
We live out our lives, days turn
To nights, depression into ecstasy.



Borderlines Of Reality reducing us
To ashes, planets collide, plain
Of existence has come and gone
How we did not know?

22 October 2020

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Frailty Of Dreams

Frailty Of Dreams

When you wish to tear
The world apart
Scream and run away
But you can never escape
From what is inside your
Heart.



It`s dangerous, pondering into
The world of dreams, for when
You wake up, you realize what
Frailty means.

12 July 2020

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Imminent Damnation

Imminent Damnation

Why do they think Earth
Is their domain
Destroying everything, they can
Chopping every tree, upon which
their eyes are laid?
Hunting wild animals for sport
The crying bear cubs, their mother is
No more.



You will never be what you are
Supposed to be
Mother Nature will not weep
Without you
Everything will freely begin
to breathe.

To Imminent Damnation you are
Doomed, you were once reaching
Out for the moon, the Grim Reaper
Is coming for you all soon.

10 June 2020

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Four Elements Of Destruction

Four Elements Of Destruction

Nothing ever lasts, future
Present, past.
Friendship, love are but a
Fleeting dream of once an
Innocent heart, with time
Grown torn apart.



Fire, Earth, Air and Water
Four Elements Of Destruction
Reigning over our lives
Hopelessly awaiting their
Demise.

29 March 2020

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The wolf in me

The wolf in me

The wolf is a being
Lonely and old
Struggling to survive
In a world so cold.



Always looking for food
Never in a good mood, his
Eyes and skin bruised, his
Neck so thick.

Howling at the moon
Bound to never reach
His life to eternal
Loneliness is doomed.

The wolf in me is howling
The wolf in me is growling

The wolf in me was on this
Earth before my birth
He will forever roam the world
Long after my bones lay in the
Dirt.

Howling at the moon,never bound to
Reach, living his eternal doom.

29 February 2020

Beyond My Control

Beyond My Control

You do not love me
I can feel that
It matters not
It hurts so bad.



Beyond my control
Feelings mine to keep
Leading to my downfall.

9 February 2020

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Downfall of Normality

Downfall of Normality

People say when you love
Someone, give it time, but
The reality is, our lives
Are not an endless line.



If you don`t love passionate
And fast, causing
Downfall of normality
In the blink of an eye
Life will cease to last.

8 February 2020

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Nowhere Man

Nowhere Man

Pain, lies and deception
Reigns over this world
Love is but an illusion
That makes us think
We are all content and
Happy, until the candle
Of our lives goes burnt.



I am a nowhere man, wandering
This life, as time slowly
Turns it to dust, no one stays
With you forever, when all is
Gone, you have yourself left
To trust.

23 January 2020

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Bound To Loneliness

Bound To Loneliness

You were never there
When I needed you most
Throughout all those
Lonely night cries
After all, it isn`t
All that much worth
The cost?



To loneliness I am forever bound
It seems to me
If there is any measure of
Happiness, it is not likely
In lonely thoughts to be found.

9 December 2019

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Light In The Tunnel

Light In The Tunnel

You give me a reason
To be strong, to make it
Through another day
The strength to move on



You are the light in the
Tunnel of my life, secret
And profound, yet in all my
Dark days, you are there to
Be found.

30 November 2019

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Ambiguity Of Life

Ambiguity Of Life

It`s a strange thing
How people we once
Knew in our lives
Just fade away
How tomorrow turns
Into our yesterday.



Ambiguity of life
Nothing is ever certain
Someday death comes for us
All to drop its curtain.

22 November 2019

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Resolutions

Resolutions

You are all the same
You think love is some
Kind of game, played for
Pleasure in a time of
Leisure.



I will never be truly
Understood and loved
A lifetime filled with
Longing, only those
Resolutions to be found.

8 November 2019

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Things Left Unsaid

Things Left Unsaid

Things left unsaid
And nights you wish
For insomnia instead
Being afraid of what
Dreams might come into
Your head.



There comes a time
When nightmares are
All you`ve got, keeping
You company, whether you
Like it or not.

28 October 2019

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No Fairytale

No Fairytale

Life is no fairytale
No matter how much we
Wish it to be, there is
No once upon a time`s
To keep your mind at
Ease.



No happy endings in this
Cruel world of sorrow
Living in constant fear
For our tomorrow.

4 October 2019

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No One Else

No One Else

There is no one else in
This world, you are all on
Your own, someday everyone
Leaves you, when your life
Turns into a rainy
Thunderstorm.



Friendship bonds fade away
People you once thought would
Stay with you through sun and
Rain.

You have no one else left to
Trust, but yourself, for you are
Your own, at the end of the world
When eternity falls apart like
Bread crumbs.

22 September 2019

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No More

No More

Whatever you say
Whatever you do
I know now, it`s
Quite different
From the truth.



No more do i believe
You, maybe one day someone
Else will deceive you.

18 September 2019

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Only Another Form

Only Another Form

Death is only another
Form of life
We breathe, cry and lie
Doing everything in order
To survive.



If you would just be mine
For one very last time
Until one day our own lives
Meet their demise.

13 September 2019

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Forlorn Desires

Forlorn Desires

Nothing ever happens
As you wish it to be
Like a breeze taken away
From the sea.



All those forlorn desires
You wish they could come true
But in the end I am left all
Alone and crying
Watching the dying pale moon.

2 September 2019

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Divinity

Divinity

Why this and that should
Matter at all, if we would
Just listen to our heart`s
Call?



No one of us will be here
Forever, there is nothing
Stopping us to be together
Divinity entwined beyond
Anything whatsoever.

30 August 2019

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Keeper Of Dreams

Keeper Of Dreams

You bought me a
Dreamcatcher once
But you did not say
From what dreams it
Will keep me safe.



For nightmares are dreams
As well, oh keeper of dreams
It is so easy following the
Path to hell.

24 August 2019

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Waning Love

Waning Love

You let me quietly
Slip away out of the door
Did not even see me, crying
On the floor, begging me to
Stay, no, your thoughts
Were somewhere far away.



Waning love when all words
Fail, listening to a seashell
In which whispers of the sea
Could once be beheld.

15 August 2019

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Yearning Beyond Recall

Yearning Beyond Recall

Looking at the endless sea
Thinking of all those things
Fair and distant, impossible
To be



Dreams, thoughts and yearning
Beyond recall in a universe
Where the dust of reality
Falls.

8 August 2019

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Withdrawal Of The Ice

Withdrawal Of The Ice

I stand all alone in
This world made of stone
It was not any better once
When there was ice
Chilling to the bones.



Withdrawal of the ice
Warming sun shattering
Its pieces, can you hear
Their cries?

That`s how you left me and
Broke my heart
Torn apart
In this world
Forever going to depart.

7 August 2019

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Shrouded Veil Of Uncertainty

Shrouded Veil Of Uncertainty

Who could ever tell
What the future may
Hold, what treasures
Hidden in the ocean
Depths of time
For no one to unfold.



Within a shrouded veil of
Uncertainty all is kept
Where tears are never to be
Shed.

2 August 2019

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Reminiscence

Reminiscence

I will not be there
Anymore to pick the
Starry skies for you. Now I see you have used
All my tears and feelings
To make a stew.



Reminiscence of what might
Have been, now a shadow of
Broken hopes and dreams
Left unseen.

21 July 2019

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Carefree Life

Carefree Life

Walking on water, sleeping
On the beach, eating my
Sandwich, illusions of love
With burned out switch.



I live a carefree life
Maybe that`s what it`s
Got to be, with the only
Person I can rely on
And that`s me.

18 July 2019

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Echoes Of Forever

Echoes Of Forever

Where would we go
What would we do
No one will ever
Understand but me
And you.



To hell and away
Down along paths
Without a track
No chance of ever
Coming back
When the echoes
Of forever begin to
Crack.

17 July 2019

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Night Eternal

Night Eternal

Night Eternal always
Dwells in the valley
Of shadows, once there
Was a cathedral of happiness
In this land so far away
Ringing its bells.



I wish I could live there
With you, in those times of
Old, now the world grows so
Cold.

We would watch the sunrise
And bathe in the early morning
Dew, awaiting eternity renewed.

17 July 2019

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Anarchy Of Love

Anarchy Of Love

Sometimes we feel
Love beyond time
And measure
One day we wander
In a desert with no
Pleasure.



Anarchy of love
Without control
No direction at all
And we still want more.

24 June 2019

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When Love And Hate Collide

When Love And Hate Collide

When love and
Hate collide
Ashes of happiness
Is all you could
Ever try to find.



Destruction of
Emotions all around
Where once endless
Passion and desire
Used to be found.

4 June 2019

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Tide Of Time

Tide Of Time

As life fades away
All hope turns into
A ghost of long
Forgotten yesterdays.



The tide of time will
Wash it all away
Suffering
Pain and despair.

18 April 2019

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Fading

Fading

Another day, another
Love fading away
And a dying sun
Seeing no more
Reasons to stay



Hope has gone away
In the end
She never meant to
Stay.

18 January 2019

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Passage Of Forever

Passage Of Forever

Another day has gone by
There comes a time when
You are not able to cry. A moment in the
Passage of forever.



Once there were
Tears in my eyes
Now in my broken
Soul only silent
Pain thrives...

31 December 2018

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Love`s Diminished Candle

Love`s Diminished Candle

Now when all is said and
Done, happiness
Is on the run
Never to take a U turn.



Love`s diminished candle
Has arrived, so many bright
Memories not destined to
Survive
Neverending darkness bound
To thrive.

26 october 2018

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How?

How?

How can you mend
What is forever
Broken, how do you
Return the words
Already spoken?



There is no way how
Still you are trying
To linger on somehow
Until life release you
From its vow.

27 September 2018

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Promises Unmade

Promises Unmade

Promises unmade
Wandering away
Eternally yearning
For a reason to stay
Away from the mists
Of neverending
Yesterday.



But they cannot move on
They are forever bound to
Stay, into an endless night
Of sorrow and dismay.

22 August 2018

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Collision Of The Mind

Collision Of The Mind

Why have you left our
Love behind, do you
Think I am blind
I cannot see there
Might be some
Happiness left to find
Why you left me forever
Wandering alone this
World so unkind.



Collision of the mind
Is what you have done
To me, go now and set me
Free, I shall never belong
To anyone but my own
In this world
Turned to stone.

12 June 2018

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Forever Mine

Forever Mine

All that I am
All that I`ll
Ever be, will be
But heart without a Key.



It is yours to keep
But I know we`ll never
Meet, we shall always weep
Everlasting distance divides
Us too deep.

18 June 2018

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Ashes Of Eternity

Ashes Of Eternity

I wish I could touch you
Tell you I love you as i
Look into your eyes...
So many things, that will
Never be, stories I wish
To tell you as we watch
The sunset drown
Into the sea...



Ashes of eternity
Keeping us apart,
Darkness -
Inevitable aftermath.

30 May 2018

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Distant Dreams

Distant Dreams

Distant dreams that
Once belonged to
Ghosts that now
Do nothing
But scream.



All the desires
Have long gone
Only empty shells
Of souls eternally
Bound to linger on.

29 april 2018

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Autumn Of Tears

Autumn Of Tears

And then one day
She was gone far
Away, I looked for
Her everywhere
Night and day
But where she
Vanished, none
Could say.



I shall eternally
Wait for her in the
Autumn of tears
Where the leaves
Are falling years.

25 April 2018

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Just Another Ghost

Just Another Ghost

Just another ghost
Fading away, in a
Realm without tomorrow
And neverexisting
Yesterday.



Wondering where all
The light has gone
And all the memories
Bend, in a realm
Where hope is a street
With dead end.

31 March 2018

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Void Of Oblivion

Void Of Oblivion

Where did all the
Bright memories go
Where the light of
First dawn lost its
Soul?



Into void of oblivion
They shall eternally
Dwell, a place not wanted
In heaven
Not needed in hell.

20 February 2018

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Whispering Silence

Whispering Silence

The night is quiet
And calm, starless
Winter sky and moon
Without a gown.



In whispering silence
We dance with each
Other, into beyond
Forever and further.

5 January 2018

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One Of A Kind

One Of A Kind

You are one of a
Kind, sometimes I
Wonder if you are
Real at all
Or just some fantasy
Dream that is about
To fall



I wonder whether you
Will be mine beyond
The passage of time.

My most dreadful
Nightmare is a day
When you`ll be gone
Far away, into the mist
Of my yesterday, oh, in my
Life how much I hope
You are the one
Who stayed.

21 December 2017

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Beyond Eternity

Beyond Eternity

In a time when the
Sun cease to shine
Where the snowflakes
Never die in a world
With no lies.



You would lay forever
In my arms, when the
Ages beyond eternity
Come to pass.

21 December 2017

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Sanctuary For Broken Hearts

Sanctuary For Broken Hearts

Sanctuary for broken hearts
Is a place
Where your shattered pieces
Shall be kept
Safe.



There, you will find no more
Reasons to weep
No restless thoughts at night
Shall keep you away from sleep.

Tears shall be forever gone
And the memories will stay
Back in the day
When in the world
Reign no sorrow
And dismay.

8 December 2017

At The End

At The End

At the end, pain
Is all we`ll ever
Gain.



There are things
After which we can
Never be the same
Like an endless rain
With no rainbow to
Show us beauty`s name.

We are left with nothing
But eternal yearning
Expecting love, but only
Sorrow is ever returning.

1 December 2017

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Love Turned To Ash

Love Turned To Ash

Something in myself
Broken down
The seed of joy
In my soul shall
Never again be
Able to spawn



Throughout my entire
Life love I had
Given, all faults i
Have forgiven
But in the end I was
Left broken and
Uneven.

Love turned to ash
You made my life in
An endless abyss
Crash.

I shall never be able
To love again, for
You cannot love, when
Your heart turns into
A stone, shattered into
Pieces by the fire of
Pain.

25 November 2017

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Things Unimaginable

Things Unimaginable

Don`t you ever go
Away, never fade
Into the mist of
My yesterday.



When you were not
Here, all those
Times I couldn`t
Feel you near
The stars on my
Night sky were
Painted with tar.

Things unimaginable
Happen when you are
Far
My sky forever lost
Its star.

24 October 2017

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Future Folded In Mist

Future Folded In Mist

Last night I could not sleep
Memories of my past still
Keep haunting me too deep.



I think I am getting old
For this world in my heart
Is growing cold.

My cold hands in the sunrise
Warm up, from the falling morning
Dew.
From the pink edge of the sky
I wish nothing, but the breeze
To bring me a fragment of the
Memories with you.

I shall await you endlessly
But I know you are gone
Helplessly.

But I still wish so much
To get a thrill
Without measure.
Oh, in my life, you were such a
Treasure.

I know, another day will come
And once again it will try
To bring me down, oh, without you
In my life
I am nothing, but a king without
A crown.

And so I continue hopelessly
Lingering on
My life eternally lost
Its dawn.

13 October 2017

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If I Only Had...

If I Only Had...

If I only had the
Time, to make
You mine
The joy in our
Hearts would
Never be covered
In vines.



Never had you ceased
Caring for me
I was but too blind to
See.

And so I dream of this
Day forever, when our
Souls will be entwined
Together and the universe
Cease to endeavour.

10 October 2007

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Naive Fool

Naive Fool

What a naive fool
I was, thinking
Love is
Happiness`s
Eternal source.



Day after day
I was waiting
To see
If in your
Thoughts I
Stay, but you
Gave me nothing
But dismay.

Feeling of love
Go burn in hell
What a lovely
Smell
You won`t be
Ringing ever
Again on my
Doorbell.

3 September 2017

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Eternal Love

Eternal Love

I had lost all
My hope love
Is able to last
For so far I
Only crushed
Into love
That is fading
Fast.



And then you came
Into my life
You gave me
Strength to survive
And my hope in love
Is bound to revive.

Eternal love is all
I ever wished for
I could ask for
No more.

31 August 2017

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Never Again

Never Again

Once again, you
Have broken my
Spirit
You have crushed
It in a matter
Of minutes.



I have tried
Gathering
Myself to
Give you one
Very last chance
But you never saw
The guilt in
Yourself
You made me
Feel like doing
The death dance.

Never again will
I trust in you
Love, for you
Are no better
Than dark cove.

17 August 2017

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Sea-Worn Driftwood

Sea-Worn Driftwood

Sea-worn driftwood
Sailing on the
Waves
Thunder fills
The frozen air
The wood is
Split in two
drifting nowhere.



Like this picture
My soul forever
Shall stay, in a
Land with no night
And day.

6 August 2017

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Hope`s Neverending Winter

Hope`s Neverending Winter

When your hope
Of joy for life
Has gone
When naught, but
Shadowy thoughts
Remain glittering
On, in a night
With no hope of
Dawn.



When the source of
Your happiness
In your heart is
Finished, there is
Nothing in yourself
Left to be diminished.

Hope`s neverending
Winter has started
Dream for spring
And summer forever
Departed to be lost
And never found
Into oblivion
They are bound.

26 July 2017

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The Inconveniences Of Daily Life

The Inconveniences Of Daily Life

You are getting on in
An argument with
Somebody
Right or wrong
Anyway to you he
Is just a thorn in a
Field of corn
He is surely dry
As a bone...



He usually goes to
The vet, to bring his
Pet
But actually he just
Wants to
Get his sausage
Wet...

He is going
The wrong path
Why don`t he just
Take a bath
Oh fuck
There ain`t
No hot water
Left enough...

19 July 2017

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Pieces Of Life

Pieces Of Life

Nobody will ever
Notice when I am
Gone
The ages of this
World overthrown.



Pieces of life
Falling apart
Wandering to
Find each other
In the dark
Trying to light
A fire, but there
Is no hope left
For the spark.

18 July 2017

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If Only...

If Only...

If only you
Could be mine
In another
dimension
In another
time.



I would walk
With thee under
The dying trees
Starless sky
And a universe
Filled with
Eternal peace.

12 July 2017

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Eternal Bounds

Eternal Bounds

Throughout my life
Heart and soul
Were hurt and
Broken, I`ve been
Through with love
And it only left
Me shattered and
Open.



The remnants of my
Heart and soul
Belong to
Mother nature
I shall never
touch anything
Which is human
Creation.

Into eternal bounds
With mother nature
I venture.

6 July 2017

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Mist Of Forever

Mist Of Forever

Take me with thee
Far away, where
No pain can ever
Stay.



In a world of
Fantasy beyond
The veil
There in the
Mist of forever
We shall dwell.

30 June 2017

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Galactic Dust

Galactic Dust

There are galaxies
Dying out there
And we don`t even
Care.



Lost in our little
World of fantasy
Ignorant of all
Things in the
Galaxy.

We lay in the years
Of galactic dust
Not concerned of
Everything turned
To rust.

17 June 2017

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Individualistic Poem

Individualistic Poem

I have always been
Myself, I just don`t
Know how to be
Anyone else, nor I
Wish to try
Nonetheless.



In this world
Made of ice
You have to
Trust naught
But your own
Advice.

Always follow your
Heart and dreams
Beyond the count
Of years
And even if they
Lead to tears
Be proud, for you
Have chosen this
Path
Without any doubt
Or fear.

16 June 2017

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Everlasting Forever

Everlasting Forever

In another world, in
Another time
My soul shall be
Thine.



On this earth we
Will never be
Together
And my ghost shall
Haunt you until
Thev
Everlasting forever
Where our spirits
Are bound to
Endeavour.

13 June 2017

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Lost And Forgotten

Lost And Forgotten

No man will ever
Love you like I
Did, one day
You shall cry
All alone in
The mist.



We will both be
Lost and forgotten
Nothing will ever
Ease the pain
That is awoken
But our ghosts
Shall forever
Share their
Sorrow unspoken.

11 June 2017

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Fading World

Fading World

In this life or
Another
You will not go
Without me
Further.



I shall follow
You beyond the
Stars, no matter
Where you are.

We will walk hand
By hand, in a fading
World, with no end.

6 June 2017

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Into The Beyond

Into The Beyond

There is an island
Beyond the sea
Where no sorrow
Can ever be.



Oblivion it`s
Called
And exists since
Times of old.

Oh, how I wish to
Go and live there
Away
From all despair.

Tears will get dry
And the sun shall
Fade
Into the beyond
Where eternity
Awaits.

30 May 2017

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Forever Broken

Forever Broken

I know not why
You made
My heart cry
You were gone
In the blink
Of my eye.



Maybe I am too
Complicated to
Be loved by
Anyone
For everyone I
Ever loved has
Gone.

And so I stay
Alone, in the
Rain outside
Awaiting for
The time to
Be washed away
By the sea tide.

21 May 2017

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Weeping Love

Weeping Love

There is love
That can never
Be
There are so
Many things
That can make
You nothing
But weep.



The only true
Love is the
Impossible one
Distance just
Makes it
Harder towards
Someone.

This kind of love
Is the only one
That gives us
Peace of mind
This is the only
Love
Which is not blind.

10 May 2017

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Shattered Dreams

Shattered Dreams

Suddenly everything
Have fallen apart
And it all seemed
So good from the
Start



My trust suddenly
Went away
I had no longer
Reason to stay

Our best memories
Will always be in
My heart
Though we
Have to be forever
Apart.

4 April 2017

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Awaiting

Awaiting

I will wait for you a
Thousand years
If I must
Even if the stars
Should turn to dust



When this someday
Arrives, you will
Come and be
Forever in my arms

We will be with
Each other forever
And shall meet the
Sunset of our lives
Together.

22 December 2016

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Dreams In The Dawn Of Life

Dreams In The Dawn Of Life

You are everything I have
Everything i ever wished
For
No one could ask
For more.



Now, that you are forever mine
It does not matter to me
If the stars
Fall dying from the
Sky
And the sun and moon
Refuse to shine.

In the eternal darkness
We shall be together
Forever and ever

25 November 2016

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Dreams And Wishes

Dreams And Wishes

One day you will be
In my arms, you will
Forget the pain and
Sorrows of this world
And you will not care
If the sun stops to shine
For you shall be
Forever mine



And then we will
Lay together in the
Everlasting darkness
Wait everything turn
To ashes
But we shall be together
Even after
The end of time passes.

19 November 2016

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Crying At Dawn

Crying At Dawn

I awake for awhile
At four o`clock
There is a fog and
There is not even a
Smoke yet
Reminding of dawn



I am laying alone
In my thoughts you
Are never gone
But I wish
So much you was
In my arms this
Foggy morn

So I am laying here
All alone and I am
Crying at dawn
All alone
Crying at dawn.

15 November 2016

Lingering Heart

Lingering Heart

I need you in my arms
I wish for a time that
Will never come to pass



There is so many things
That will never be
So many reasons to weep.

Like the dying light
Of the pale moon
There is love that
Will never be given
The chance to bloom.

7 November 2016

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Festival Of The Dead

Festival Of The Dead

At the cemetery there`s
A party tonight
Skeletons and skulls
Are all in sight.



Under the pale moon
When the stars glow
With cold light
Many living things
Shall die tonight.

We will drink their
Blood and make a
Feast, make stew
From the beauty
And the beast.
And darkness
Shall rule the
World forevermore
When even the stars
Glow no more.

28 September 2016

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Cannot Live Without You

Cannot Live Without You

There is no life without
You now, my days have
Lost their dawn.



I cannot live without
You anymore
My heart now is just
An empty hole.

But it all doesn`t matter
To you anymore.
You don`t care even if
To my own death I fall.

14 September 2016

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Broken Memories

Broken Memories

Broken memories
Is all you left
For me
After you crushed
My trust and brought
Me to my knees.



I had a heart
Full of love for you
I gave you all my
Secrets like a fool.

What have you done
With all we had
You threw it away
Like a smelly cat.

But it is okay
You have destroyed
My trust
Broken my dreams
My love turned to dust.

If this was your
Purpose, don`t worry
It is achieved and done.

6 September 2016

World Attitude

World Attitude

I don`t care for you, I don`t know nor your Family nor you.



You live day to day
Go to work, get paid
And eventually you
Will die some day.

All of you, people
Are miserable
Creatures
Struggling for their
Lives and dying like
Flies.

Why all this should be
Concern of mine
Anyway one day all of
You will die
Missed by no one
And let mother nature
To revive.
She is the only one
I ever cared for
Mankind have never
Been concern of mine
At all.

28 June 2016

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Philanthropic Poem

Philanthropic Poem

So many people in
This world deserve
To die, doing nothing
But spreading evil
And lies in
Others`s lives.



The few good people
Left are crushed by
Society
Robbed of their dreams
Left to die in the
Painful reality.

There is no way for
This torture
To stop to exist
Unless the humans
Are turned into mist.

And so the life goes
On, hope continues to
Linger on,
Until one day all is gone.

17 May 2016

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Gothic Poem

Gothic Poem

There is a beautiful world
That exists
Wonderful it is.



Fantasy world
Away from pain and
Suffering
And everything, that
Cannot be given to you
By reality.

Those who can see it
Are not many
But for those who can
Their hearts are never
Heavy.

The ones who live there
Do not want ever to return
And do not care
If the real world will burn.

7 May 2016

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Hopeless Poem

Hopeless Poem

Since the day I
Was born, my
World was torn.

What i could have
Been has gone
Only a pale shadow
Remained to linger
On.



Reflection of a long
Dead soul
Which has never been
Given the chance to
Live, was cursed to move on.

Universe has lost its beauty
Since then
The world has become
A cruel place since no
One knows when.

So I continue lingering
On, until the world grows
Old, and one day the pale
Cold light of stars and moon
Stop shining anymore.

26 April 2016

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Forsaken Love

Forsaken Love

I have no love
Left to give
Not to myself
Or to anyone
Else.



What love I
Gave
Burned me
Hurt me
To the
Darkness turned me.

This world is a dark place
That`s why I am usually
With sad face.

Nothing really matters at all
Because no matter what we
Do
Someday death
Will come and take
Us all.

17 January 2016

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Dark Poem

Dark Poem

Music I started learning once
And I discovered that its theory
Is a real pain in the ass.
I started studying psychology
Then, but I found out, that like all
Studied things, she is
A whore who wants to fuck
Your life apart.



I can`t live anymore like that
So I am thinking what in this
Stupid world I actually want
To do, the fuck?

When your internet is slow
And from flash device
You can`t listen to music
You have no sense in life
So shit poems is all that
You can write.

You want to bury yourself
In the ground, you want
To mess around
But all you can do is
Waiting for the death
To come and take you
Down.

14 October 2015

Theory

Theory

It pretends to be
An accurate thing
For everything and
Anything.



But in reality
Nothing is as it
Seems.
There is an exception
To all of the things.

Information alot
But at what cost?
You start doing
Something
You`ve read
It`s supposed to be
Right, but first
You have always to
Think straight.

In the end you curse
The thing called
Theory, then
You are already
Nervous
You don`t know what
Is when, and you start
Improving in your
Own way.

9 December 2015

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Earth Without Humans

Earth Without Humans

I want all of you to
Die, not even one of
Your species to survive
But when you disappear
To do it in such way
That the nature
After you
To be able to revive.



Everything, which is
Created by you is false
Industry, religion, law
And money is your
Only god.

There is only one true
God, and his name is
Nature
And this is the only thing
That is not human invention.

And so I silently hope
For the human race to
Become extinct
Leaving the god nature
To fix everything.

Humans are no good
Not for themselves
Or for
Anything else.

Everything else deserves
To exist, and no one
The humans will ever miss.

5 December 2015

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Feeling Of Love

Feeling Of Love

The feeling love is
Something beautiful
And crazy, yet also
Amazing



It can make you happy
It can make you sad
Fill your heart with
Joy, or tear it apart

It is different from
Friendship, because
Almost always after
It, there can be no
Friendship love

Very rarely love is
Secure, while
Friendship forever
Can endure.

So don`t mess with
The feeling love, if
You don`t want your
Heart to be broken
And your tears to be
Awoken.

8 November 2015

Unanswered Feelings

Unanswered Feelings

You threw my love for you
In the garbage
You left me hanging on a
Wire edge.



How could you be so cruel
When everything I do is
For you.

Someday you will understand
That, like me, you will find
No other man.

Because no such exists
And you will realize what
You have missed.

But everything is fine
If you don`t want to be
Mine.
I will watch how you
Will try to find
Some false love left
Behind.

So why I am dealing with
The feeling love still
Knowing that to
Understand my kind of
Love
No one will.

So I let the darkness
Be my friend again
Only it accept
Me
Imperfect as i am.

I will watch from aside
How your hearts are
Broken
Words left unspoken
Pain awoken.

I found my true love is a
Sentence so funny to me
When some people use it
And they are thinking
That it will make them free.

So I watch this game of playing love
But actually it is only
Words,and no true feelings
At all.

But if you like it
Play it
I don`t care at all.

7 November 2015

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Borrowed Life

Borrowed Life

No self-love was ever in me
I see this world as a dark
Place to be.



People exist one after another
Their life is
Not extending further
They live in their shadow
Their life is
Hollow
Until one day they realize
With horror
That their life was
Only borrowed.

21 October 2015

Forever Apart

Forever Apart

This is the end of the day
And you are so far away
Like the sun longing to
Kiss the moon
I am feeling
That I am doomed forever
Not to see you soon.



Even if we never see each other
There will be nothing else
But shudder
Though you will always be in my heart
We are doomed to be forever apart.

I hope for this day to come
That you shall be in my arms
Forever mine
Till the stars fall from the sky
And the dying sun, refused to
Shine.

11 September 2015

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Stinky Life

Stinky Life

When alone I sit
Spoiled sausage I eat
Because what else
To do I do not know



My floor is all in
Shit because of the
Cat
I can`t live anymore
Like that.
In my home is smelling
Of spoiled
And some people`s
Life is not at all
Awful.

A storm began, the laundry is
Wet
And my life is sneaking
Through the balcony
Like a rope all wet.
I don`have for what to live
That`s why death metal I sing.

You don`t want to be with me
Why this should concern me?
You will find another, your
Heart will be broken
The love is not found on
Every corner.
It is most safer to be alone
In this human world shithole.

These are my views for this spoiled life
Whether you will like them
In this cruel world is no concern
Of mine.

And so the life goes on
Your miserable life is
Shrinking small
I hope you become extinct
Before the earth die
And give the nature the hopes to survive

17 August 2015

Away From Reality

Away From Reality

There is love for you in me
Burning flame of love, can`t
You see?
Brighter than the sun
It`s blinding me
It ain`t fun.



Burning passion of desire
To get you higher than
The stars
To bring you to a world
Which is not overrun
By despair, pain
And suffering
Away from the painful
Reality.

But you don`t want this love of mine
My love for you is blind.
No matter how hard I try
To give you the flame
That is inside.

It will continue
Burning me forever
Because you don`t
Want to go
To the world of magic
Together.
And so I walk alone
In the pale moonlight
Nothing is bright anymore.

My heart has turned to stone
There is not even a spark
Of life in it anymore.

I am doomed to walk this
World forever alone
Under the stars
Which shine for me
No more.

16 August 2015

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